Ranga Weekend

I can't be stuffed blogging about Ranga Weekend Jenkins' birthday on Friday night and Simon's 21st on Saturday night).
I also had my end of season work dinner at the Gilbert Hotel on Sunday night. It was mostly fun. One of the guys gave me a really fake smile though and I don't know what that was about. I was nothing but nice to him so I'm not sure. And Solly said he'd keep an eye out for the Mormon's for me when he gets to America. Yay. Speaking of Mormons there were some at the markets this afternoon. I got all excited.
Here are some photos

it's so weird that you can be surrounded by people and feel totally alone. It's amazing. Like right now. I'm at a party but juan got mad at me and steph left so i have no one else to talk to. I sound like such a suck, but i feel like shit. I hate other people. Ali and i started organising our sex and the city movie viewing night. We're going to get all dressed up. That should be fun. I wonder if this will work? I'm doing it no my phone. I'm going home.

Weekend

So I had a full on weekend. On Friday I had a bunch of uni/work stuff to do and that was unexciting. But on Friday night I went out to dinner at the Central Markets with Ronnie and Emo.

Hooray. I had noodles with chicken and bok choi and dumplings. It was delicious. And then we went to Cibo for icecream. Emo had to go to work, to deliver babies but Steph and I sat for a while a reminisced about the 90's due to the fact that Chris's 21st to come was 90's themed.
We both loved the Babysitters Club books and subsequently

The Babysitters Club movie. I'd just like to point out though that in the top picture, Mallory is supposed to be 11 and WHAT 11 YEAR OLD WEARS THAT!??

Also how good was Clueless?!? Donald Faison's (Murray) little speech about his use of the word 'woman' in reference to his girlfriend is hilarious.


And who can forget the Spice Girls. I was a HUGE Spice Girls fan. I had a Spice Girls t-shirt and a folder for school. Oh yeah, I was cool.


On Saturday I worked, it was less than exciting. Also then I went to Pritika's house and did her hair for the Law Ball. It was fun, we had a girlie chat and I LOVED her dress.
I had to go home and pimp myself 90's style. Think side pony. Oh yeah I went there.
And then it was to Jono's house for Chris and Jono's joint 21st.

Jono getting his drink on.
It was a good night. Except for when I stacked it HARDCORE right at the end of the speeches in front of EVERYONE and did my ankle in. So not only am I full of shame and embarrassment but ALSO my ankle is black and puffy. ALSO, I wasn't totally drunk, only a little bit, and Jono's mum sees me in the LAP room and recognised me and I had to be all assuring that I was a) okay and b) not drunk.

What else?

I had my oral presentation on Tuesday and it went really well. Also I think it's sort of helped me decide what I want to do with my life. Maybe.

Also, this is a picture of one of the 1st year WAAPA students preparing for their show.
So freakin cool.


I don't really have much more to say thank god. I should go and finish my tute prep.
Oh, I'm up to the last ever episode of Veronica Mars and I can't bear to watch it. I dont want it to be over!!

xoxo

Whatever gets you through the night

Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now
Just turn around
I'll make you break through
Never betray you
And now I know that I
Can't go back on all those promises I shredded but
Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now

The Audition are well wicked. I really like their new album. I've had it for weeks, but haven't really had a chance to listen properly. Also, they're amazing live and I hear they're coming back to Australia. I sure hope I can go and meet them again. That'd be sweet.

I had an extremely eventful weekend. I will update about that later. Right now I'm writing an oral presentation about the effects of child sexual abuse. What a happy topic.

Take Two

This is a post I wrote almost 3 years ago. It's a shame that it still rings true...

I hate that HE can make her cry, that he can make her feel so happy and so sad within a split second.
I hate that SHE fucks people around without any shred of evidence of feeling
I hate that I am still not over what happened then, and that SHE seems to be entirely unaffected
I hate that HE could turn out so bad, and that I was deluded for so long
I hate that HE is involved at all because He is not a nice person
I hate that SHE is never around to feel the pain everyone else feels because SHE's a wimp, and in hiding
I hate that SHE beat me in going through this, just like she always does, its not supposed to be a competition, but somehow it is...
I hate that HE makes me want to kill and kiss him at the same time
I hate that SHE is a hypocrite, yet know I am also
I hate that SHE thinks she's in control when she's really not
I hate that HE gets on his high horse and wont get the fuck off
I hate that a person can be treated like shit and then called 'sweetheart' 2 seconds later

It's a real shame that I remember who all of those are about except one. And that most of them are still true.
I'm having alot of trouble with my friends at the moment. There's so much shit going on. So much animosity. So many secrets. So many people lying to each other. Cheating. Lying. Backstabbing. Pretending. I hate it.

Whenever we go out recently, I find out more people who don't like each other but who just pretend. And what for? What do they get out of it? A and B don't like each other. C HATES D who's THIS close to bedding his ex girlfriend E. A also hates D, as does F. G is hated by pretty much everyone but that's cuz he cheated on H to be with I. I is an idiot because recently G hit on I's friend J. K and L just broke up which makes everything awkward especially as K will probably now hook up with M, a very faux friend.
God I could keep going which is just depressing.

On another note. I have a 90's party to go to on Saturday.
I think I'll channel Deb from Napoleon Dynamite

Gotta find myself a bumbag, a side ponytail, and some boon doggles.



Also look how gorgeous she is.


Also this chick, Kristeen Young, is pretty cool. I'm going to start wearing my hair like that. It's hot.

That's about it.
xoxo

Girls rally together

So Sex and the City movie premiered today in London. OH MY GOD.
I am SO SO excited about this movie. All my friends and I are going to get all dressed up Carrie style and go Gold Class.

Also, Sarah Jessica Parker's dress and fascinator were AMAZING.


Also, I love this hairstyle. Both of them.



xoxo

Is it weird that the ex gf wants to be friends with my bf? And that it makes him feel better? And that it provides closure? Even though we've been together for almost 3 years?
It makes me feel awkward and awful.

I Spent

most of my time frowning today. I have got to stop. I have a sore face. Also, I have to stop clenching my teeth. Ouch!

I am addicted to Veronica Mars. I've seen about 7 episodes today. MUST WATCH IT ALL

I do like it

Ashlee Simpson's new album that is. Also I like The Kooks new album and Panic! At The Disco's Pretty Odd too. Yay for new music. At the same time, I'm also still rocking to Cute is What We Aim For and The Audition as well. I love music.

I burnt my mouth last night. It hurts alot.
Uni was good today, I learned lots of interesting things.
There was this one woman who had had such a horrific upbringing, I can't even imagine. And I learned that 680,000 Australian children are living in poverty. That amazed me. I feel so naive. That's ALOT of children.

I REALLY want to go to the ballet. There's a show on called French Connection and the pictures look amazing. Also, it's REASONABLE. Not great, but okay. I get some more monies on Saturday so I should be able to afford it.



Hoorah.

Little Miss Obsessive

Been listening to this song off Ashlee Simpson's new album pretty much full on lately.
It doesn't really apply to me, my bf is still here and still beautiful.
But man, my family is pissing me off massively right now. Grrr I wish I could move out. But choosing between Europe and moving out is easy... Europe.

My Sunday

We got our asses kicked at Netball this afternoon. It was really annoying because the team was made up of babies from my old high school and they were shits. Oh well.
Afterwards we went to Chris's to see the rat that Raf bought for his girlfriend. It's called Sandy because his gf's name is Shelley...

I'm listening to Aqua. God, they were cool.
I have a 21st in a couple of weeks and the theme is 90's. Steph and I are trying to think of something to go as.

I've been reading my old blog, from when I was in year twelve. In some respects I have changed heaps, in other's I haven't changed a bit.

I miss all my old music too. Although much of it is considered lame or uncool, I like it. Most of it has memories attached.

ALSO, I had the wackiest dream last night. It was NOT the kind of dream I normally have and in no way reflects what I feel or think when conscious. I need time to fully think about it, it was so strange.

I keep getting hot then cold. I'm not really sick so I don't know what that's about.

I have an assignment due in a week and I was going to go and study at uni all day but I think I may do some chores in the morning (CLEAN my ROOM) and then go to uni in the afternoon.

I love you J...Without you I don't sleep... Oh how I also love Jack's Mannequin. I maintain that that album is in my top 5 ever.

I want to start writing and compiling my book. But it takes so much time... that I don't have.

oh well.

That time again

Well I have another assignment due soon, so as usual, I can't think of doing anything but fun creative stuff.
I want to enter this .

I was supposed to babysit tonight but one of the kids got concussion so I stayed home. It's nice once in a while.