Tuesday, December 9, 2008

What to say...

This is how I feel:

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don't

When you say that its gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today


I don't know how Ill feel
Tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Tomorrow

Its always been up to you
Lets turn it around, its up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't

Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe its not too late
Not today


I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day


And this is what I want...
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us ...

Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits ...

No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves ... Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men ...

Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

Ever thine,

Ever mine,

Ever ours.


Now how to get from one to the other is the hard and painful bit... This blows.