What to say...

This is how I feel:

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don't

When you say that its gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today


I don't know how Ill feel
Tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Tomorrow

Its always been up to you
Lets turn it around, its up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't

Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe its not too late
Not today


I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day

And this is what I want...
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us ...

Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits ...

No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves ... Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men ...

Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

Ever thine,

Ever mine,

Ever ours.

Now how to get from one to the other is the hard and painful bit... This blows.

I feel lonely.

I Wanna Be A Housewife

You said it Jay Brannan.
I want to be a housewife. I wish it was the 50's when it was simple. I would stay home and watch the babies, cook and clean and when my man came home I would have dinner ready and a bow in my hair. No one would have mobile phones or laptops with wireless internet or other forms of new technology with which to ignore me.

Sigh.

"We all want to be somebody, right now we're just looking for the answers" Yes I am, Underoath.

Boron

So much to talk about.
Firstly, the Yanks finally did something right in voting Barrack Obama as their new president. THANK YOU. I know that many people have no idea but the president of America DOES affect the rest of the world.

I had my third cervical cancer vaccine on Tuesday and I had a mega bad reaction to it. It was scary.

The new visualizer on iTunes 8 is so pretty. I wish I could make that happen in the air all the time. After all, I believe in having and holding beautiful things.

Sigh I have that problem again when I get the chance to blog I can't remember what I want to write. The most frustrating thing is, I always have pen and paper with me but all my ideas come when I'm driving. This morning I was all introspective and came up with some gold and now... no idea.

OH! I had a Halloween party. It was totally freakin awesome. We (Ronnie and I) carved pumpkins and made mini pizzas and Ronnie made vodka jelly shots. They were amazing. Everyone dressed up and looked awesome and it was super fun. I have photos but they're still on my camera and I'm lazy.

Someone called Saracen found my blog and commented (yay new readers!) so Saracen, here are your answers.
Firstly my name. Well I love love love the word whore. I don't know why I'm just fascinated by it. So one day I looked up whore on Wikipedia and all the other kinds of whore and heatera was one of them. The phrase Labyrinthine Hetaera popped into my head and I liked the sound of it.
Now Polygamists...
Not all mammals or animals are free loving, many mate for life. I think the idea of polygamy is like many things, its good as an idea but in practice it falls apart. We are generally raised to believe that marriage and love is between a mad and a woman. Anything other than this is not marriage/love (I don't believe this). I think human emotion gets in the way of poly. I think jealousy does come into it a lot. Polygamy in terms of the Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints is totally different. It is about power and sex and pitting women and families against each other.

ANYWAY, that's all a bit heavy for a Friday night.

ex oh ex oh

Suck

As in, I suck at blogging.
Steph and I have been playing "you know how I know you're gay" all day by text. Gold.

I don't really have anything so day i don't think. Oh NO.

Quiz night tonight! Hooray.

SIGH

So just last night I mention to mum that I'm going to have to cut back on working for her in the next two weeks because I have a major assignment coming up that I haven't started. So what happens? I spend all night working for her.

And I slept all afternoon. Stupid waking up at 6am. Stupid starting work at 7am. Stupid daylight savings.

Can you, will you, at least pretend to?

I'm talking to Pritika over Skype while she's in England!! Hoorah!

I am so enjoying having this night at home. I'm catching up on blogs and reading and other interwebs stuff.

I burnt myself tonight. While making dinner. It's between my fingers too so I keep rubbing it and its PAINFUL. Also I have work tomorrow which means I will probably hurt it again either on hot water, hot coffee, or steam. Dang it.

So one of my favourite bloggers Disneykid1 mentioned a LiveJournal community in which people document One Day in Their Lives with photos. It's a REALLY awesome idea. I would like to do one and now that I bought a new charger, I may just do that. Surprisingly there were a few photosets from people from Australia and even some from Adelaide. It's interesting to see what people get up to in their days and what kind of environments people are surrounded with.

I have a sort of fun day planned tomorrow (after work at least). I might do a mini one tomorrow and see how it goes. Daylight Saving starts tonight which means it's actually 11:34pm and I should get to bed so I can do some reading and then sleeping.

Juan slept over last night. He snores! But we had delicious tomato and eggs for breakfast. Also Steph gave me the Black Kids album and I love it so much. She says its her favourite album of the year. I'm not sure yet. I think Jack's Mannequin might win it. I also love The Audition's album. And RIOT! by Paramore. Sigh. I refuse to play favourites.

Also, I fully expect to be pimping my blog some time this week. Although I go back to uni on Tuesday and have the final assignment of my degree due on the 17th and surprise surprise I haven't started =(

Some things - an update

So I haven't blogged in ages. I get so busy and then when I get time I'm like "duuuh, what do I write about?".

Some things:

I miss Pearly's blog, alot. I wish I could find more blogs like hers.
I really like the way people like Steph and Molly seem to live their lives.
I will buy more stuff for my own enjoyment
The Resolution is a beautiful song and Andrew McMahon is a genius. I cannot wait for the new Jack's Mannequin album. 2 more days!

Yesterday I had the day off work and it was loverly. I made cupcakes! Siân and Melly's birthday extravaganza last night and so I made them both a tray of cupcakes. Mel is vegan so I forayed into the world of vegan cooking and I think they turned out pretty well. Neither were decorated as well as I would have liked but I ran out of time and so had to make do.

The party was really fun. There was a band, whom I liked very much and most people were dressed up. Siân dressed up as Strawberry Shortcake and looked exactly like her. She was adorable. And Melly made the hottest pirate.

Not much else has happened. I've been socialising alot, which is super fun. Pritika left for England yesterday. I can't believe she'll be gone for 6 months!

Oh and lastly, there used to be a time when I would see the same car driving to work on a Saturday morning. I would drive behind him for a good 10 minutes until he turned and I continued straight. This is not unusual but being behind this car made me so so angry. In the way that Catholic school preachers make me angry (though less so now that I don't spend 7 hours a day at Catholic school). ANYWAY this GUY has a bumper sticker that says "It's a child, not a choice". Now I'm not necessarily pro or anti abortion, I think it depends entirely on the couple/woman and the situation she is in. Not everyone will make a good parent and not everyone can support a child. Yes, there's adoption but that isn't necessarily what is best for the child, I've seen what it can do. It annoys me that a GUY has this on his car. Of anyone, he is least likely to understand. He's probably some gung-ho religious freak who has no idea what he's talking about. He makes me mad.

I think that's all for now.

xoxo

September 11

This year's September 11 anniversary went quietly. I was busy and barely gave it a thought. But I do remember. I think I will always remember.

At the time I was on an amazing trek to a small Indigenous Australian community. The trek was 10 days long and on September we had arrived in Yulara, just outside of Uluru. The first thing we all wanted to do was shower as we'd spent 4 days full on rural living. Sleeping on the ground, no running water. It was awesome and amazing and I loved every minute of it.
I remember going to see the sun rise at Uluru. On the way back our van passed another van and our teachers stopped to talk. My old music teacher, and a real clown mentioned that the Twin Towers had been attacked. We all thought he was kidding. We all gathered around a tiny radio to listen to the broadcast about what was happening to, arguably, the most powerful nation in the world.

The rest of the trip was subdued. One girl's father flew planes to America and she had no idea if he was okay. Another girl's uncle died in a plane crash and this was hard for her too. To add to the worry, all we saw on the road home were Australian Army tankers and trucks. A small group of us were also rereading John Marsden's 'Tomorrow, when the war began' series. While rationally we were sure we were safe, we did psych each other out.

That was my experience. I will never forget.




BUT I do hate all the patriotic bullshit that American's come out with. If you support terrorism in other countries you have to be prepared that it'll come back at you.

xoxo

Osessed with Tea

As the title says, I'm totally obsessed with tea lately. In particular Vanilla Tea. It's so delicious. I also love this one... mmm watermelon. It's such a good snack when you're hungry but not sure what you're hungry for.

I don't really have much else to say. I am supposed to be doing an assignment, but I cannot get inspired, which is odd because it is something I am very interested in.

Gratuitous pretty picture.

xoxo

Dissatisfied

I am feeling... dissatisfied. I don't know if I'm bored, hungry, tired or what. So I decided to blog. Netball got cancelled tonight because the other team forfeited. Disappointing.
I should be doing as assignment that is due on Friday but I cannot get motivated. I should just do it.
I managed to catch an episode of Gilmore Girls on tv just before. Now I want to watch it all.
I want to go to Camp America, but no money
I want to lose some weight, but too lazy
I want to go to bed again, but too much to do
I want this year to be over, but time travel is impossible

I'm scared for the amount of work I've signed up for. I'll essentially be working 7am-1 or 3pm most days except Sat when its 9am - 4pm and Sunday 8:30am til 12:30.
Given that the boy works nights, we'll never see each other :(

Why do I only blog when I'm feeling sorry for myself or angry.

I'm going to get into gear and study. So I can watch a movie with the boy later tonight.
Done

xoxo

I should post more

Hmm I don't have much to say really. I'm about to go into the city to go to the fabric shop and then meet my beloved Steph for dinner. Hooray I love the markets.

I'm inspired by Project Runway so I'm going to buy a desk and keep the sewing machine in my room full time. I am SO excited about Halloween and our party that I've started figuring out my costume. I'm going as the Queen of Hearts. I have a corset so I'm going to cover that and re sew the front and then make a tulle skirt. SO EXCITED.


Also I MUST have this skirt. LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Anyway I must go.
xoxo

OH MY GOD

I HAVE BROADBAND BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have ALMOST never been so happy. All of my family is the same. There was dancing. I have so much to catch up on, YouTube and blogging and reading blogs and emaila and STUFF. GOD.

What else?

Type your answer to the questions into flickr search
-Using only the first page, pick an image
-Copy and paste each of the urls of the Mosaic Maker

1. What is your first name? Caitlin
2. What is your favorite food? Tacos
3.What high school did you go to (or where are you planning to attend)? Mercedes College
4.What is your favorite color? Green
5.Who is your celebrity crush? Andrew McMahon
6.What is your favorite drink? Water
7.What is your dream vacation? Prague
8.What is your favorite dessert? Cupcakes
9.What do you want to do when you grow up? I said creative but there were no suitable pictures so dancing is close enough.
10.Who/ what do you love most in life? Family inc my bf
11.Choose one word that describes you? Creative
12.What is your Flickr name? its dreamingaquanymphe after a piece of art I can't find a picture of so I just put in aquanymphe. Yay.


1. Caitlin - Cats, Snake & Stuff, 2. Vegetarian Tacos even meat-eaters will love!, 3. Mercedes College , 4. Green on Green, 5. Andrew McMahon, 6. i love you water. i miss you diet coke., 7. Church of our Lady before Týn, 8. A Sweet Bite To Eat.., 9. American Ballet Theatre dancers in Caracas, 10. Watching the fireworks, 11. creative reading, 12. Nymphe de la Rose
I'm going out tonight for the first real time in a while. One of my friends is being filmed by the ABC for some program. Hooray. So we're going to the Elephant which is my favourite pub.

Now I will try and post regularly.

xoxo

Will

Post
Soon
As
Soon
As
I
Can
Stop
Using
Internet
Cafe's.

sigh

the bastards cut our phone line and gave our internet port away. So now we have to wait til its set up with a new number at the new house. Moving is a bitch. Also, i have no idea how i acquired so much crap. I will for sure post when i'm back from melb and all settled in. Hopefully. Xoxo

Weird

So a guy asked me today if I was a dress maker. I would love to be, but I'm not. I mean I've made stuff before but it's not like I was wearing anything dressmakery. This is basically what I looked like today.
Except that my scarfe is a better colour and my Chucks are nice and dirty and worn in.

ALSO, what is with that ProActive ad in which Jessica Simpson calls herself smart? I thought you're not allow to blatantly lie in ads?

xoxo

Big Love

So my favourite tv show Big Love is on. God I love this show. I also love Amanda Seyfried and Doug Smith.




It's probably controversial but I don't really see the problem with polygamy in its purest form. Not the buying selling manipulative bullshit that the Yearn for Zion and FLDS groups have going on in the States, but in its purest form, I think it's okay. Men by nature want/need to spread their seed and polygamy sort of solves this problem whilst still maintaining the principles of marriage. It has featured in groups in Asia and Africa as well as the US and in many religions.

For it to work time, money and resources have to be divided evenly. I think jealousy would be an issue, but could be managed.

Something to ponder.

And look at that HAIR

I LOVE Mormons, especially the Fundamentalist ones.

Delete

I just deleted 26GB of movies and tv shows off my external hard drive. Whoo! If only I could do the same off my computer hard drive, then everyone would be happy.

I am sick and it makes me sad.

So here is a picture I like


I wish packing was easier.

I Might Not Be Dead...

Oh man it sure has been ages since I last blogged. And SO much has happened.

Shall we make like a fairytale and start at the beginning...?

Mooroopna-Melbourne Trip
So I went to visit my Grandma. It was pretty fun. I got to cook alot of yummy things and see my cousin and her little girl who is just adorable.
After hanging out there for a week I took the train back to Melbourne and stayed there overnight. I went to the ballet which was freakin AMAZING. I was 4 rows back and could see and hear everything so clearly. I could hear them land and the tulle of their tutu's rustle as they moved. It may have removed some of the magic but it was perfect for me.

This is the State Theatre on the outside, taken on my phone.

This is the view from the bridge. After the ballet I walked across here and found a litle Thai cafe where I had chicken, steamed vegies and rice. It was delicious.


The next day I caught up with my Aunty. We went to the Melbourne gallery to see an exhibition call From Mourning to Night: Black in Fashion History.

These pictures really don't do it justice. It was just amazing. Some of the 50's dresses look fresh off the catwalk. I really loved it.
After that we met up with my cousin for a quick lunch in a cute little alleyway full of eateries. I had a chicken foccacia. My aunty and I spent the afternoon trawling the shops. I found a beautiful purple camelia ring and we both found some cool art supplies.
Also some awesome graffiti.


About a week after I got back from Melbourne I started house sitting. This picture pretty much sums it up. The dog is Merlin and he's so beautiful. And then there's Jack the guinea pig. Merlin was OBSESSED with Jack. He didn't want to eat him, just to watch him. Everytime I got home Merlin would race out the door to show me Jack. It got ridiculous. But I did have a lot of fun with him. He plays soccer! Also I had people over for a dinner party or two and lots of after netball fun.

And I think that's pretty much caught up. I have a couple of big things happening so it should be interesting to see how the next few weeks pan out. I have a couple of fun posts in mind though.

Oh, how could I forget. Today I went underwear shopping with Sian and Emmo. It was awesome fun and I bought some fun girly things. Hooray.

Anyway I MUST SLEEP.

xoxo

I hate the way I think. I hate the way I feel about the way I think. I hate the way I feel. I hate the way I dissect how I think and feel. This is so frustrating. I'm all emo and I hate everything right now. Everything. And I don't wanna move.

Ahh close-mindedness

I saw a friend from my primary school today. We were kind of friends at the start of high school too even though we went to different schools. But ANYWAY, I went into a shop that she was working in and the second thing she asked me was if I was still with my boyfriend (yes) and then she said "The Filipino one" (also yes). This strikes me in two ways. One, why does she feel the need to classify him by where he was born? He was raised in Australia and speaks better English than most it's not like he's some crazy foreigner (not that I would mind, I love him anyway but whatevs) and ALSO, why did she have to ask the second question, it's not like she's heard me talk about a lot of different guys that are my boyfriends... LAME. And ALSO, THREE, why is that the only thing she's interested in? Like, there are other things about me that people should be interested in, not just who i'm sleeping with. I was talking to Jus about this the other day. Why are people only interested in that? It just makes me feel vulnerable and makes them superficial. Is that the only thing that validates me socially? Nothing else I'm doing (kicking ass at school, volunteering, working 3 jobs, all my creative bents) matters?
Gargh this annoys me.

Anyway, I'm going away tomorrow, flying to Melbourne in the AM to go and see my grandma in the sticks and then going back to Melbourne for the Ballet (SO EXCITED) and some art exhibitions before heading back to little Adelaide.

Anyway, that's about it. Also I started my new job today. It was alright, I think I'll like it. Hoorah.

xoxo

P.S. I'm putting up new links.

Gilles Street Markets

Waiting for water to boil is SO boring. I'm making noodles, how delicious.

I went to the Gilles Street Markets today. They were quite impressive, all the fashionista's were out in force. I would love to go there again and take photos.


2 quick photos from my phone. The top is a very pretty Vanilla Butter Cupcake, it was tasty and the second is the sign for Bicycle Powered Smoothies. Basically the smoothie container gets attached to a bike and the hot guy pedals until the smoothie is mixed. It's pretty cool, and very eco friendly.

Must go and study though.

Maze

When I finally buy a block of land, and build my dream house, I would also like to build/grow a hedge maze. although it would take ages to complete, I really think it'd be worth it.




I also found some totally wicked photos on the web before. But I will save them for a lazy post day.
I got the results for my Children's Thinking Essay back today. I got a High Distinction so I'm massively happy with that. I also got a new job. So even though social wise things have been shitty, other things have been good =)

xoxo

This happens ALL the time

I think of all the things I want to blog about and then when I open Blogger, I cannot think of anything good.

I went to the markets for dinner tonight with Thom, Jenkins, Ellie, Ali, James, Chris and Shaun. I bought Fruit Salad candies. They're so delicious. Also, I had Kwai Tao noodles which was so yum.

Other than that today was pretty shitty. I had a job interview, I thought I didn't do so well but turns out I got the job. So that's good and the hours suit me so I'm pleased (I'm aware that I said today was shitty but I did get a new job, that wasn't really the shitty part). Also I've felt like crap for like the whole day. I think I'm starting to realise how Em feels. I feel like I'm going to throw up. Also, I have a 2500 word essay due on Monday and it's about child sexual abuse which is depressing.

Also I just discovered that the First Aid course that I was to attend tomorrow was ACTUALLY yesterday =( Hopefully I can reschedule and not lose my money.

And I went to a funeral yesterday. It made me think, what is the point of having friend and family? Like, we're all going to die and leave each other. Everything is just painful.

And... I should stop starting sentences with and. Do you think it's possible to tell someone something (like something you do or something you believe in) and have a relationship that isn't based on that? Wow... way to make sense, no sense. Like, say person A tells person B that they've had an abortion (this is not about me or abortions) is it possible for Person B to be around Person A and not judge them or base all their actions on that?

I want a pair of black and white striped socks but I want the stripes to be vertical not horizontal. I am searching eBay.
This is Amy Lee in the Lithium video which is amazing. I wish life looked like this.

This is Lisa from LisaPlace. She's flippin' gorgeous and only 14! Amazing makeup and beautiful photos.


And I don't know who she is or where I got these photos but I really like them.



Hopefully I start house sitting in about 2 weeks. Hopefully I can hone my photoshop skillz then. And start the many many projects that I have been thinking about.

Must go and study. Even though I cannot concentrate for despair.

ex oh ex oh (God, I love Veronica Mars, Kristen Bell and Gossip Girl)

Death sucks. No matter how you dress it up, it just blows.











juan is so smart he came 1st in his experiment group

Caitlin

is a BAD procrastinator... it's bad...

Dawson's Creek

So right now I'm watching the last episode ever of Dawson's Creek. I didn't watch the last two seasons but I feel kind of caught up. It's making me cry and that makes me so lame.

Ranga Weekend

I can't be stuffed blogging about Ranga Weekend Jenkins' birthday on Friday night and Simon's 21st on Saturday night).
I also had my end of season work dinner at the Gilbert Hotel on Sunday night. It was mostly fun. One of the guys gave me a really fake smile though and I don't know what that was about. I was nothing but nice to him so I'm not sure. And Solly said he'd keep an eye out for the Mormon's for me when he gets to America. Yay. Speaking of Mormons there were some at the markets this afternoon. I got all excited.
Here are some photos

it's so weird that you can be surrounded by people and feel totally alone. It's amazing. Like right now. I'm at a party but juan got mad at me and steph left so i have no one else to talk to. I sound like such a suck, but i feel like shit. I hate other people. Ali and i started organising our sex and the city movie viewing night. We're going to get all dressed up. That should be fun. I wonder if this will work? I'm doing it no my phone. I'm going home.

Weekend

So I had a full on weekend. On Friday I had a bunch of uni/work stuff to do and that was unexciting. But on Friday night I went out to dinner at the Central Markets with Ronnie and Emo.

Hooray. I had noodles with chicken and bok choi and dumplings. It was delicious. And then we went to Cibo for icecream. Emo had to go to work, to deliver babies but Steph and I sat for a while a reminisced about the 90's due to the fact that Chris's 21st to come was 90's themed.
We both loved the Babysitters Club books and subsequently

The Babysitters Club movie. I'd just like to point out though that in the top picture, Mallory is supposed to be 11 and WHAT 11 YEAR OLD WEARS THAT!??

Also how good was Clueless?!? Donald Faison's (Murray) little speech about his use of the word 'woman' in reference to his girlfriend is hilarious.


And who can forget the Spice Girls. I was a HUGE Spice Girls fan. I had a Spice Girls t-shirt and a folder for school. Oh yeah, I was cool.


On Saturday I worked, it was less than exciting. Also then I went to Pritika's house and did her hair for the Law Ball. It was fun, we had a girlie chat and I LOVED her dress.
I had to go home and pimp myself 90's style. Think side pony. Oh yeah I went there.
And then it was to Jono's house for Chris and Jono's joint 21st.

Jono getting his drink on.
It was a good night. Except for when I stacked it HARDCORE right at the end of the speeches in front of EVERYONE and did my ankle in. So not only am I full of shame and embarrassment but ALSO my ankle is black and puffy. ALSO, I wasn't totally drunk, only a little bit, and Jono's mum sees me in the LAP room and recognised me and I had to be all assuring that I was a) okay and b) not drunk.

What else?

I had my oral presentation on Tuesday and it went really well. Also I think it's sort of helped me decide what I want to do with my life. Maybe.

Also, this is a picture of one of the 1st year WAAPA students preparing for their show.
So freakin cool.


I don't really have much more to say thank god. I should go and finish my tute prep.
Oh, I'm up to the last ever episode of Veronica Mars and I can't bear to watch it. I dont want it to be over!!

xoxo

Whatever gets you through the night

Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now
Just turn around
I'll make you break through
Never betray you
And now I know that I
Can't go back on all those promises I shredded but
Can you, will you
At least attempt to stay now

The Audition are well wicked. I really like their new album. I've had it for weeks, but haven't really had a chance to listen properly. Also, they're amazing live and I hear they're coming back to Australia. I sure hope I can go and meet them again. That'd be sweet.

I had an extremely eventful weekend. I will update about that later. Right now I'm writing an oral presentation about the effects of child sexual abuse. What a happy topic.

Take Two

This is a post I wrote almost 3 years ago. It's a shame that it still rings true...

I hate that HE can make her cry, that he can make her feel so happy and so sad within a split second.
I hate that SHE fucks people around without any shred of evidence of feeling
I hate that I am still not over what happened then, and that SHE seems to be entirely unaffected
I hate that HE could turn out so bad, and that I was deluded for so long
I hate that HE is involved at all because He is not a nice person
I hate that SHE is never around to feel the pain everyone else feels because SHE's a wimp, and in hiding
I hate that SHE beat me in going through this, just like she always does, its not supposed to be a competition, but somehow it is...
I hate that HE makes me want to kill and kiss him at the same time
I hate that SHE is a hypocrite, yet know I am also
I hate that SHE thinks she's in control when she's really not
I hate that HE gets on his high horse and wont get the fuck off
I hate that a person can be treated like shit and then called 'sweetheart' 2 seconds later

It's a real shame that I remember who all of those are about except one. And that most of them are still true.
I'm having alot of trouble with my friends at the moment. There's so much shit going on. So much animosity. So many secrets. So many people lying to each other. Cheating. Lying. Backstabbing. Pretending. I hate it.

Whenever we go out recently, I find out more people who don't like each other but who just pretend. And what for? What do they get out of it? A and B don't like each other. C HATES D who's THIS close to bedding his ex girlfriend E. A also hates D, as does F. G is hated by pretty much everyone but that's cuz he cheated on H to be with I. I is an idiot because recently G hit on I's friend J. K and L just broke up which makes everything awkward especially as K will probably now hook up with M, a very faux friend.
God I could keep going which is just depressing.

On another note. I have a 90's party to go to on Saturday.
I think I'll channel Deb from Napoleon Dynamite

Gotta find myself a bumbag, a side ponytail, and some boon doggles.



Also look how gorgeous she is.


Also this chick, Kristeen Young, is pretty cool. I'm going to start wearing my hair like that. It's hot.

That's about it.
xoxo

Girls rally together

So Sex and the City movie premiered today in London. OH MY GOD.
I am SO SO excited about this movie. All my friends and I are going to get all dressed up Carrie style and go Gold Class.

Also, Sarah Jessica Parker's dress and fascinator were AMAZING.


Also, I love this hairstyle. Both of them.



xoxo

Is it weird that the ex gf wants to be friends with my bf? And that it makes him feel better? And that it provides closure? Even though we've been together for almost 3 years?
It makes me feel awkward and awful.

I Spent

most of my time frowning today. I have got to stop. I have a sore face. Also, I have to stop clenching my teeth. Ouch!

I am addicted to Veronica Mars. I've seen about 7 episodes today. MUST WATCH IT ALL

I do like it

Ashlee Simpson's new album that is. Also I like The Kooks new album and Panic! At The Disco's Pretty Odd too. Yay for new music. At the same time, I'm also still rocking to Cute is What We Aim For and The Audition as well. I love music.

I burnt my mouth last night. It hurts alot.
Uni was good today, I learned lots of interesting things.
There was this one woman who had had such a horrific upbringing, I can't even imagine. And I learned that 680,000 Australian children are living in poverty. That amazed me. I feel so naive. That's ALOT of children.

I REALLY want to go to the ballet. There's a show on called French Connection and the pictures look amazing. Also, it's REASONABLE. Not great, but okay. I get some more monies on Saturday so I should be able to afford it.



Hoorah.